It's the first day of school today and being a secondary four student, but i'm still on holiday mood. I have only left with less than 6 month to prepare for my N level and I see myself an unprepared secondary four student. I hate this feeling but I just cant helped it. I'm feeling so restless for lessons. Each and every lesson i attended today, was given lectured by teachers. I can feel the stress building up now! grr! I hate these feeling!